So I don't know how it happened but here I am fulfilling step one of long term goal. I studied architecture in college but never really finished the degree. I punked out just to graduate with friends and took a lesser goal of art history with a minor in architecture. So basically it was architectural art history that I learned and it was amazing. The shapes and form took a life of their own when I have traveled especially in Europe. I have been bitten by the travel bug once I got started and haven't stopped in over 10 years. I found myself at a loss for action and for a while I have been spending money I don't have, sleeping way too much but enjoying the freedom. But guess what? My brain started to go to weird places with aliens and big giant cactuses. I started feeling dry and bored with my what was inside my head. Again I traveled and saw how other lived and what a great opportunity I have to not only pursue my education but to work doing whatever. "Get busy living or get busy dying." -Shawshank Redemption. I love that line because it is true. You can't just sit around, you have to ask yourself the right questions and seek the right answers. I have been asking myself for the last 3 or 5 years, what the hell do you want to do? FOR MONEY? But of course the travel bug had me bad and I kept spending money to remove me from actually listening to the answer. I went there and here and there and everywhere and in the end the question was muffled by my laughter and my lack of attention to my life. Time kept on creeping and this year by far has gone by faster than any other year I can remember. 33 is my lucky number and this year I feel like it is ending in a magical way since I finally heard myself say, Yes, this is what I want to do. I set out to give myself a chance and here I am exactly where I want to be. One mile away from y home in an architectural firm, learning the ins and outs of what it will take for me to become a licensed architect. I feels incredible, I tell you. I am thrilled at the chance I am giving myself to accomplish a long term goal. You should too.

Travel Ideas and Dreams. That is all I think about. I want to explore the world. I dream about Africa but make plans to go to China. Ni Hao Wu do Bong. It is in my blood. Having a double life since I was very small gave me the desire to see how others live and how they laugh and smile and enjoy their surroundings. I love sharing smiles and hugs and laughter. I miss my family and I miss speakng spanish y hablando de cosas bobas y comiendo pirulin y riendonos de como palabras suenan en las dos lenguas. MI hermana es demasiado comica y la quiero mucho.